Invisibility

Dear YOU,

OMG!?

Yes with the '?', I'm bloody confused. Why would I be overwhelm, sad, angry, upset and disappointed at the same time for something that is near invisible?

Near impossible I can put it. Sighed. What goes around comes around AGAIN!

Am I searching for the truth?
Am the truth just by me?
Am I trying to live in denial?
or Am I just reckless in thoughts?

It's been a while since I whispered through YOU.
And I understand the obstacles, the consequences of the thoughts
FATHER, en light me with an answer to my thoughts
Why would I always been in such situations and conditions
I would forget YET it does not leave me

Say that you still dear me
Say that you still beside me, forever
despite my recklessness
For I will seek for YOU

Tell me what I should do
Tell me what I should decide
As I'm lost

Amen