Ready or Not

Here I am

Since last 5 years

Serving to the last breath

But am I ready to venture out

Whether I'm ready or not

To see the big blue skies

To touch the end with my fingers

Why do I linger around

To reach the end of a rainbow

To touch gold with arrow

Am I ready or not

I wonder 

God, shone me

Shone me with paints
Perhaps chest of hope is at the end.