Music that won't tame my soul
Words that won't soothe my intuitive
Sleep that won't disentangle the labyrinth of consciousness
surrounding by the weariness of the world
How should I feel
Where the world is mute
and showered with fake sympathy
The stage of melodrama itself
Monday, July 22, 2019
Monday, November 18, 2013
Faith
Faith as in trust, believe, confidence and etc.
Faith not to be seen by naked eyes but very well felt through the heart. Weak faith is undoubtedly easily replaceable yet strong faith says otherwise.
Faith can be in the meaning of unanimous things, humans, world, future, guts, beliefs and etc.
What we facing through our life may or may not be a test to a persona. The way of facing the life given to a body is how define his/her faith. Many loses faith during the worse and barely recovered, thus destroying the lives.
Well, as easy as said. Articles, strips and news all over make me wonder how faith is to them. I may not said the same if I was in there shoes. Probably, I would be like them.
So, what do you think of your faith?
Time written: 19 November 2013 on 2:29PM
Faith not to be seen by naked eyes but very well felt through the heart. Weak faith is undoubtedly easily replaceable yet strong faith says otherwise.
Faith can be in the meaning of unanimous things, humans, world, future, guts, beliefs and etc.
What we facing through our life may or may not be a test to a persona. The way of facing the life given to a body is how define his/her faith. Many loses faith during the worse and barely recovered, thus destroying the lives.
Well, as easy as said. Articles, strips and news all over make me wonder how faith is to them. I may not said the same if I was in there shoes. Probably, I would be like them.
So, what do you think of your faith?
Time written: 19 November 2013 on 2:29PM
Monday, April 8, 2013
Ready or Not
Here I am
Since last 5 years
Serving to the last breath
But am I ready to venture out
Whether I'm ready or not
To see the big blue skies
To touch the end with my fingers
Why do I linger around
To reach the end of a rainbow
To touch gold with arrow
Am I ready or not
I wonder
God, shone me
Shone me with paints
Perhaps chest of hope is at the end.
Perhaps chest of hope is at the end.
That Moment
When I'm in crush,
I would secretly stare at you all day long, at That moment
I would look up into you, at That moment
I would laugh at every of your lame joke, at That moment
I would lightly touch your hand, at That moment
I would feel the lukewarm of my heart beat, at That moment
I would imagine a future with you, at That moment
I would care for you more that anything else on earth, at That moment
I would accept even slightest weakness of you, at That moment
When I'm in love
I would hold your hand tightly and never let go, at That moment
I would stare at you whole night, at That moment
I would dance to your rhythm all day long, at That moment
I would laugh with you all night, at That moment
I would taste at every food you prepared, at That moment
I would tolerate with every tantrum you desired, at That moment
When you're not around,
I would travel around the world for you, at That moment
I would search every corner for you, at That moment
I would buy a gift for you, at That moment
and I would wait you by the door, at That moment
When you're sad
I would comfort you, at That moment
I would listen to every bit of your complaint, at That moment
I would carry the burden together with you, at That moment
I would make a lame joke just to see you're smile, at That moment
But,
When the clocks ticks continuously,
Heart no longer caress for the slightest touch of feeling
Every bit of That moment is now a past
When you realize, it is all just That moment.
Time Written: 12:12 PM on 9th April 2013
I would secretly stare at you all day long, at That moment
I would look up into you, at That moment
I would laugh at every of your lame joke, at That moment
I would lightly touch your hand, at That moment
I would feel the lukewarm of my heart beat, at That moment
I would imagine a future with you, at That moment
I would care for you more that anything else on earth, at That moment
I would accept even slightest weakness of you, at That moment
When I'm in love
I would hold your hand tightly and never let go, at That moment
I would stare at you whole night, at That moment
I would dance to your rhythm all day long, at That moment
I would laugh with you all night, at That moment
I would taste at every food you prepared, at That moment
I would tolerate with every tantrum you desired, at That moment
When you're not around,
I would travel around the world for you, at That moment
I would search every corner for you, at That moment
I would buy a gift for you, at That moment
and I would wait you by the door, at That moment
When you're sad
I would comfort you, at That moment
I would listen to every bit of your complaint, at That moment
I would carry the burden together with you, at That moment
I would make a lame joke just to see you're smile, at That moment
But,
When the clocks ticks continuously,
Heart no longer caress for the slightest touch of feeling
Every bit of That moment is now a past
When you realize, it is all just That moment.
Time Written: 12:12 PM on 9th April 2013
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Nothing
A: In anger*
B: Why? Anything?
A: Nothing...
Nothing is the start of everything. Things used to be fairy tales. I love you, you love me..we are happy family until....anger, insecurities, responsibility, commitment surfaced for the very first time.
Everytime this A with her wild thoughts, insecurities, she want to tell the whole world that is what A thought of but personal is personal. So A want to share her sadness, anger with A's beloved. Unknowingly, A was too afraid to speak out about her real thought to B. Worried of how B might response. B unexpectedly not very good in handling such things of a human called A.
A as usual with A's wild thoughts keep bombarding A's mind with "What If...statement". Thinking too much of consequences of A's words, A remained silent and repeating-ly mentioned "Nothing" to B in return. And in this scenario, of course B was rather confused what the hell A want to say and what is A thinking right now. B have a slight thought of asking what happened, mind sharing? but B's resolution is rather ignorant. B thought "Perhaps A just angry. I think I should let A be. A'll be fine later". And this go on for quite sometimes.
B had no idea what A is angry about. So what B do? Angry back? Sleep (don't know what B is thinking of this?) Ignore? B don't bother to ask A what's wrong. Tried once then give up. If once failed, try again, second time failed try again. Sincerity is very important. When A sees the way B handling the matter, how you expect A to think? That B is sad on behalf of A too? That B with "I don't wanna know. Keep sad make me beh syok only!" attitude. Is this the proper way of comforting? I don't see any sincerity in it.
What A is thinking right then? B do not understand me. B's attitude giving A's mental insecurities whether B can share my sadness, angry-ness with A. And so this go on for sometimes as well. Things does accumulate, may it be past anger, present anger or future anger.
Who is wrong in this case? I would say both A and B. A's reluctant and B's ignorance to start with. A is thinking too much of unnecessary things and B reluctance's to emerge himself in any of this issues.
How pathetic. The cause would be afraid, habit, lack of communication, not serious in communicating. A speculated everything the why and how. But B with his mighty sentence "I dunno" is rather annoying sometimes but could say less about A as well. A just been anxious.
Neither A nor B are right or wrong. It's the way of handling is a total wrong from the very beginning. A would try to improve communication from time to time with a hopeful total collaborative from B as well. B would you? A is always trying to face issues while B seems to avoid more often than facing. There is nothing to be scared to face things ahead. At least A and B would predict the worst of future before its going to happen. There is nothing to be scared off.
This entry is dedicated to B.
And please accept the fate that A is mostly different from B in terms of mental.
So till then.
Time written: 8:53PM on 10th June 2012
Monday, April 2, 2012
Give Your Heart A Break
#By Demi Lovota
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realise
Baby, I'm not like the rest
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply
The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)
'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
This song indeed represent what I'm feeling. Which YOU can give my heart a break.
Time written: 2:14pm on 3rd April 2012
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realise
Baby, I'm not like the rest
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply
The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah
When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh
Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)
'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah
The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
This song indeed represent what I'm feeling. Which YOU can give my heart a break.
Time written: 2:14pm on 3rd April 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
51 Questions
Yup! This is it.
1. What was your favorite food when you were a child?
Fried chicken
2. What’s the #1 most played song on your iPod?
No iPod
3. What is one of your favorite quotes?
Cannot think of any now :p
4. What’s your favorite indoor/outdoor activity?
Cooking
5. What chore do you absolutely hate doing?
Sweeping
6. What is your favorite form of exercise?
Yoga
7. What is your favorite time of day/day of the week/month of the year?
25 Dec
8. What’s your least favorite mode of transportation?
Aeroplane
9. What is your favorite body part?
Whole
10. What sound do you love?
Nature
11. If you could throw any kind of party, what would it be like and what would it be for?
Kids party
12. If you could paint a picture of any scenery you’ve seen before, what would you paint?
Cliff and ocean
13. If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be?
24
14. If you knew the world was ending in 2012, what would you do differently?
Hug Kame-chan ^^
15. If you could choose anyone, who would you pick as your mentor?
Myself
16. If you could witness any event past, present or future, what would it be?
Kame-chan acting
17. If you could learn to do anything, what would it be?
Cello, violin, pastry and yoga
18. If you had to work on only one project for the next year, what would it be?
Planning for my Japan trip
19. If you were immortal for a day, what would you do?
Err..no idea
20. If you had to change your first name, what would you change it to?
I stick still to my name
21. If you could meet anyone, living or dead, who would you meet?
Kamenashi Kazuya and Adam Young
22. If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would do?
On the first flight to Japan
23. If you were reincarnated as an animal/drink/ice cream flavor, what would it be?
Turtle/Lemonade/Vanilla
24. If you could know the answer to any question, besides “What is the meaning of life?”, what would it be?
I don't know
25. If you could be any fictional character, who would you choose?
Err..Thor
26. Which celebrity do you get mistaken for?
I'm unique
27. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Used to dream of being an actress or stewardess
28. When you have 30 minutes of free-time, how do you pass the time?
Sleep
29. What would you name the autobiography of your life?
Amanda the Persona
30. What songs are included on the soundtrack to your life?
Depending on perfect song for perfect time
31. Have you ever had something happen to you that you thought was bad but it turned out to be for the best?
YES!
32. What was one of the best parties you’ve ever been to?
None
33. What was the last movie, TV show or book that made you cry or tear up?
Youkai Ningen Bem
34. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever done?
To speak out
35. What was the last experience that made you a stronger person?
My family
36. What did you do growing up that got you into trouble?
Not as I remember
37. When was the last time you had an amazing meal?
Last month at Watami, umai
38. What’s the best/worst gift you’ve ever given/received?
Best: My first kiss/Proposal Worst:Not giving any/Lost of dad
39. What do you miss most about being a kid?
My dad
40. What is your first memory of being really excited?
Getting into university
41. What was the first thing you bought with your own money?
My handphone
42. When was the last time you were nervous?
Last review
43. What is something you learned in the last week?
Be honest to myself
44. What story does your family always tell about you?
Their stories
45. At what age did you become an adult?
Cannot remember
46. Is a picture worth a thousand words? Elaborate
YES!Depending on the mood
47. The best part of waking up is?
I still have 1/2 hour time to sleep
48. Name 1 thing you miss about being a kid
Been real naive
49. What's your favourite song of the moment?
White Christmas by Kat Tun
50. What's your favourite song of all time?
Shakespeare In Love - Layla Kaylif
51. What's your favourite thing to do on a Saturday night?
Thinking tomorrow is Sunday, yatta!
So till then, Sayonara.
Time written: 2:46pm on 16th March 2012
1. What was your favorite food when you were a child?
Fried chicken
2. What’s the #1 most played song on your iPod?
No iPod
3. What is one of your favorite quotes?
Cannot think of any now :p
4. What’s your favorite indoor/outdoor activity?
Cooking
5. What chore do you absolutely hate doing?
Sweeping
6. What is your favorite form of exercise?
Yoga
7. What is your favorite time of day/day of the week/month of the year?
25 Dec
8. What’s your least favorite mode of transportation?
Aeroplane
9. What is your favorite body part?
Whole
10. What sound do you love?
Nature
11. If you could throw any kind of party, what would it be like and what would it be for?
Kids party
12. If you could paint a picture of any scenery you’ve seen before, what would you paint?
Cliff and ocean
13. If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be?
24
14. If you knew the world was ending in 2012, what would you do differently?
Hug Kame-chan ^^
15. If you could choose anyone, who would you pick as your mentor?
Myself
16. If you could witness any event past, present or future, what would it be?
Kame-chan acting
17. If you could learn to do anything, what would it be?
Cello, violin, pastry and yoga
18. If you had to work on only one project for the next year, what would it be?
Planning for my Japan trip
19. If you were immortal for a day, what would you do?
Err..no idea
20. If you had to change your first name, what would you change it to?
I stick still to my name
21. If you could meet anyone, living or dead, who would you meet?
Kamenashi Kazuya and Adam Young
22. If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would do?
On the first flight to Japan
23. If you were reincarnated as an animal/drink/ice cream flavor, what would it be?
Turtle/Lemonade/Vanilla
24. If you could know the answer to any question, besides “What is the meaning of life?”, what would it be?
I don't know
25. If you could be any fictional character, who would you choose?
Err..Thor
26. Which celebrity do you get mistaken for?
I'm unique
27. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Used to dream of being an actress or stewardess
28. When you have 30 minutes of free-time, how do you pass the time?
Sleep
29. What would you name the autobiography of your life?
Amanda the Persona
30. What songs are included on the soundtrack to your life?
Depending on perfect song for perfect time
31. Have you ever had something happen to you that you thought was bad but it turned out to be for the best?
YES!
32. What was one of the best parties you’ve ever been to?
None
33. What was the last movie, TV show or book that made you cry or tear up?
Youkai Ningen Bem
34. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever done?
To speak out
35. What was the last experience that made you a stronger person?
My family
36. What did you do growing up that got you into trouble?
Not as I remember
37. When was the last time you had an amazing meal?
Last month at Watami, umai
38. What’s the best/worst gift you’ve ever given/received?
Best: My first kiss/Proposal Worst:Not giving any/Lost of dad
39. What do you miss most about being a kid?
My dad
40. What is your first memory of being really excited?
Getting into university
41. What was the first thing you bought with your own money?
My handphone
42. When was the last time you were nervous?
Last review
43. What is something you learned in the last week?
Be honest to myself
44. What story does your family always tell about you?
Their stories
45. At what age did you become an adult?
Cannot remember
46. Is a picture worth a thousand words? Elaborate
YES!Depending on the mood
47. The best part of waking up is?
I still have 1/2 hour time to sleep
48. Name 1 thing you miss about being a kid
Been real naive
49. What's your favourite song of the moment?
White Christmas by Kat Tun
50. What's your favourite song of all time?
Shakespeare In Love - Layla Kaylif
51. What's your favourite thing to do on a Saturday night?
Thinking tomorrow is Sunday, yatta!
So till then, Sayonara.
Time written: 2:46pm on 16th March 2012
Monday, February 20, 2012
The Secret
The secret encompassed of love, live, family, friendship, wealth, health and the most important element is thought and of cause won't drop off feeling.
Basically all the elements above shared the same foundation, Law of Attraction. You emits positive frequency despite the negativity, eventually positive effects will return.
The baseline of this law is thought. Without this nothing of any above is valid. Somehow as easy as said or written, thought is to be the most complicated things that not a single human could understand that.
As I always believed there is always a pro to a cons or vice versa. The most important is not to drag by the substance that deepens the cons. The only thing that come between thought and emitted frequency is FEELING. The thing which bears no rational. FEELING and THOUGHTS, wondered which will triumph. However, feeling and thoughts might as well compliment to each other.
Anyhow above just merely my thoughts and of cause it does not directly related to The Secret.
Till then.
Time Written: 2:03PM on 21st February 2012
Basically all the elements above shared the same foundation, Law of Attraction. You emits positive frequency despite the negativity, eventually positive effects will return.
The baseline of this law is thought. Without this nothing of any above is valid. Somehow as easy as said or written, thought is to be the most complicated things that not a single human could understand that.
As I always believed there is always a pro to a cons or vice versa. The most important is not to drag by the substance that deepens the cons. The only thing that come between thought and emitted frequency is FEELING. The thing which bears no rational. FEELING and THOUGHTS, wondered which will triumph. However, feeling and thoughts might as well compliment to each other.
Anyhow above just merely my thoughts and of cause it does not directly related to The Secret.
Till then.
Time Written: 2:03PM on 21st February 2012
Unfriend Episode 1
A big rattan cane hit down to my hands, "Ouch!" and I tears. I feel terrible and did not want to come to school. What have I done? What have I done that deserves such cruel punishment. I felt like I had been locked behind bars. Now that I'm awake, I accept the truth that I'm indeed behind those bars.
I walked home in dismay and disappointment, thinking over and over again. Should I tell my parent about what had happened? Today, the road seems long. Dark skies. How I wish there's a rainbow now to cherish me.
I smell of something nice. My favourite salted fish with kailan. Wonder where the smell come from. I drifted by the smell and I ended up in front of my house. It's mum's cooking. How I enjoyed it.
"I'm home, mum!", yelled me.
"Okaeri my dear. Today I cooked your favourite", smiled mum.
"Yeah!My salted fish with kailan, sweet and sour fish...wahhh...all my favourite", yelled out of joy. "Love you, mum, muaks!"
After lunch, I had my bath. In the shower, I'm thinking should I tell mum about what had happened in the school.
"Mum, I....err..",trembled me. "Yes, dear, anything?You looked worried, anything happen? at school?", asked mum. "I been canned".
Mum shocked after learnt the story which I assumed would be the reason behind the caning.
"I'm so angry now. Look what they had done to my daughter. This is unforgivable".
"But mum, it is my fault that I insisted in entering the school, I should bear the consequences", I cried. "I will learn to be strong and someday when I know what I really want, I'm gonna change for sure".
"Awww..my dear", sobbed mum.
Till next time
Time written: 1:40PM on 21st February 2012
I walked home in dismay and disappointment, thinking over and over again. Should I tell my parent about what had happened? Today, the road seems long. Dark skies. How I wish there's a rainbow now to cherish me.
I smell of something nice. My favourite salted fish with kailan. Wonder where the smell come from. I drifted by the smell and I ended up in front of my house. It's mum's cooking. How I enjoyed it.
"I'm home, mum!", yelled me.
"Okaeri my dear. Today I cooked your favourite", smiled mum.
"Yeah!My salted fish with kailan, sweet and sour fish...wahhh...all my favourite", yelled out of joy. "Love you, mum, muaks!"
After lunch, I had my bath. In the shower, I'm thinking should I tell mum about what had happened in the school.
"Mum, I....err..",trembled me. "Yes, dear, anything?You looked worried, anything happen? at school?", asked mum. "I been canned".
Mum shocked after learnt the story which I assumed would be the reason behind the caning.
"I'm so angry now. Look what they had done to my daughter. This is unforgivable".
"But mum, it is my fault that I insisted in entering the school, I should bear the consequences", I cried. "I will learn to be strong and someday when I know what I really want, I'm gonna change for sure".
"Awww..my dear", sobbed mum.
Till next time
Time written: 1:40PM on 21st February 2012
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Invisibility
Dear YOU,
OMG!?
Yes with the '?', I'm bloody confused. Why would I be overwhelm, sad, angry, upset and disappointed at the same time for something that is near invisible?
Near impossible I can put it. Sighed. What goes around comes around AGAIN!
Am I searching for the truth?
Am the truth just by me?
Am I trying to live in denial?
or Am I just reckless in thoughts?
It's been a while since I whispered through YOU.
And I understand the obstacles, the consequences of the thoughts
FATHER, en light me with an answer to my thoughts
Why would I always been in such situations and conditions
I would forget YET it does not leave me
Say that you still dear me
Say that you still beside me, forever
despite my recklessness
For I will seek for YOU
Tell me what I should do
Tell me what I should decide
As I'm lost
Amen
OMG!?
Yes with the '?', I'm bloody confused. Why would I be overwhelm, sad, angry, upset and disappointed at the same time for something that is near invisible?
Near impossible I can put it. Sighed. What goes around comes around AGAIN!
Am I searching for the truth?
Am the truth just by me?
Am I trying to live in denial?
or Am I just reckless in thoughts?
It's been a while since I whispered through YOU.
And I understand the obstacles, the consequences of the thoughts
FATHER, en light me with an answer to my thoughts
Why would I always been in such situations and conditions
I would forget YET it does not leave me
Say that you still dear me
Say that you still beside me, forever
despite my recklessness
For I will seek for YOU
Tell me what I should do
Tell me what I should decide
As I'm lost
Amen
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Burj Al-Arab
Idea, creativity and enthusiasm, something beyond amusement of human beings is created.
Details, calculation and measurement, took well part in creating a heavenly things.
Emotion, feelings and touch, stunned the whole world with its majestic, class and beauty.
BURJ AL-ARAB I can said.
*picture courtesy of http://www.eikongraphia.com/?p=1939
A standing ovation.
Time written: 16th December 2011 at 2:29PM
Details, calculation and measurement, took well part in creating a heavenly things.
Emotion, feelings and touch, stunned the whole world with its majestic, class and beauty.
BURJ AL-ARAB I can said.
*picture courtesy of http://www.eikongraphia.com/?p=1939
A standing ovation.
Time written: 16th December 2011 at 2:29PM
Monday, December 12, 2011
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Broken Dreams
I felt myself broken into pieces
Day by day
Month by month
and Year by year
I'm so overwhelm with my sadness and insecurities
Till next time
Written on: 5th December 2011 at 9:28am
Monday, October 17, 2011
Magical
Love is a magical
Sparks without your conscious
It makes you wonder
It makes you explore deeper
It makes you awake at night
Praying that he will call
Love is a magical
Sparks without knowing time
It makes you restless
It makes you fear
It makes you cry
Thinking it is over
Love is a magical
Sparks when cupid struck
It makes you do stupid things
It makes he is the only one in your world
It makes your life complete
As it's forever
Time written: 4:57PM on 17 October 2011
Last Night
Last night, I stood by your side
Last night, I laughed by your side
Last night, I smiled by your side
Until you said good night
Suddenly I feel embrace
I don't know what's got into me
Last night, I grabbed your hand
Last night, I held tight your hand
Wish you never leave
Every heart in the room will melt
Spotlight shining
Heart singing
You're here with me
Sing sung ended
If I ever wonder will you be my side
Forever
Have you listen
To the beating heart
Have you listen
To the footsteps of love
If only you had
If only you had
'Coz that is all I wished
Time written: 4:45PM on 17 October 2011
Last Night Good Night
I’m watching you as you sleep peacefully
I don’t realize the streaming tears that wets my cheeks
I’m hiding these painful heartbeats within my heart
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
I fall asleep tonight while holding your hand tightly
Good Night.
If only I could spend another wonderful morning with you
Even if my hope is nothing but that, I think even if all I can do is think about it,it’s still a miracle
How could I say “Good Bye” before telling you anything about what I feel?
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
Even if my voice will fade someday, this melody will surely last
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
Last Night, Good Night
When I think about the end that we will have to face someday
I cast my wish to this night sky that your smile will last forever
Good Night.
Time written: 4:24PM on 17 October 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
If You Ever Come Back
I touch my heart and it's beating fast
I touch my hand and it's sweating
I touch my mind and it's bluffing
I touch my soul and it's gone
Could you remember the first moment we met
Could you remember the first time I touch your hand
Could you ever remember we even laugh at same things
So real
I could remember our first virtual moment
I could remember our first touch
I always remember our first laugh at jokes
So real
Could you seek for what's in depth
Could touch for what it is
And could you spare your life solely
It's real
I would always seek
I could always feel to touch
And when I do, this is your moment
And when I don't, this is my moment
It's too real..
Thanks for the view.
So till then.
Time written: 12:28PM on 3rd August 2011
Introduction
Welcome to my first entry of Behind a Dark Skies Wings. This is a mirror to my other blog (here).
Not much to intro here. Pretty much about the darker side of me.
Thank you for the support for my second blog.
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