Ready or Not

Here I am

Since last 5 years

Serving to the last breath

But am I ready to venture out

Whether I'm ready or not

To see the big blue skies

To touch the end with my fingers

Why do I linger around

To reach the end of a rainbow

To touch gold with arrow

Am I ready or not

I wonder 

God, shone me

Shone me with paints
Perhaps chest of hope is at the end.

Give Your Heart A Break

#By Demi Lovota

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realise
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to waste, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love


This song indeed represent what I'm feeling. Which YOU can give my heart a break.



Time written: 2:14pm on 3rd April 2012

Invisibility

Dear YOU,

OMG!?

Yes with the '?', I'm bloody confused. Why would I be overwhelm, sad, angry, upset and disappointed at the same time for something that is near invisible?

Near impossible I can put it. Sighed. What goes around comes around AGAIN!

Am I searching for the truth?
Am the truth just by me?
Am I trying to live in denial?
or Am I just reckless in thoughts?

It's been a while since I whispered through YOU.
And I understand the obstacles, the consequences of the thoughts
FATHER, en light me with an answer to my thoughts
Why would I always been in such situations and conditions
I would forget YET it does not leave me

Say that you still dear me
Say that you still beside me, forever
despite my recklessness
For I will seek for YOU

Tell me what I should do
Tell me what I should decide
As I'm lost

Amen